Look at the title of this post and you know what's all this about about. It has been 16 days without grandma in this world. I miss her, I do miss her very much.
Yesterday I went to Ikea for the meatballs and curry puff. So there is this old grandma sitting on the wheel chair having her meatballs and all. I shed a tear cuz this scene made me thought of my grandma who always got the healthy and luck with. But the truth is, she was no longer in this world.
Few days ago, I dreamt of grandma. The dream was so real, I always feel that she is just right beside us and watching. I dreamt that I went to a restaurant with all my relatives few days after grandma passed away, so there is this old woman standing right in front of me. Wait!! Is that grandma? I ran to her and her hug tightly! *the hug is real, I can feel her body temperature and all, in my dream* then I asked, what are you doing here grandma? I thought you already went to a better place? She said, yeah, I did but someone gave me a chance to stay alive but with one condition, I can't walk like how I used to walk (something's wrong when she's walking, she can't walk properly) me: ok, So how are you doing during the days you left us? Grandma: I'm good, I was there in the house, I can see you all was crying for me, but I couldn't interact with you all (we can't see her)
There is no ending for this dream. But it just ended like this. I hope the dream was real, so that grandma will stay alive now. From the moment grandma left this world, I learnt one thing, which I need to appreciate everyone around me, especially my family.
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