What is future all about

Future? I have been always curious about what kind of person I will become when I grow up. What job I will be doing at the rest of my life. Who will be there for me in my entire life without walking away. There are too many questionnaire pop out in my mind. & that is what bothering me every night when I laying on my bed. Thinking question that I will never get the answer unless I go through it.

I may not be a good human being in your eyes, but I swear to god, I've changed, I changed to not repeat the same mistake over again. I have no idea whose I'm gonna deal with the next day, people come and go everyday. Who will stay, who will leave? Who is true, who is fake?

I'm trying my best to do thing to the best and one's say that, whoever that give up on you and leave you alone, let them go, don't hold into it. Build the best out of you and fight till the end. Create your own story, and perhaps let people draw or fill in some color in your story while you're creating them. But never let them erase your story line and make it become black & white.

Life is colorful. Keep on fighting, you will definitely get what you want in the future .