Lost

I'm feeling lost, so stressful recently. There is something in me to keep me going, to motivated me to go far, to be strong. Family is very important to me, no matter what you do, they still forgive you even though you repeating the same mistake for thousand times. I hate asking help from others, but sometimes we all need help. That one feeling you hate but you still need to do it. Isn't it awful and the awkward moment is when people already say it out, but you still can't get the point which they trying to tell you, and you still ask for a clearer answer which is hurt. It can't be hurt if you just nod and said, ok, I get it at the first place. Assignment driving me crazy, I hate that feeling that I have to rush everything at one time. I did not do last minutes work, but all come in once, I couldn't bear the stress. I just feel like crying whenever I'm down, I'm stress. Hard time will over, I just need to stay strong. To be dependent, first you need to learn how to bear the pain, the stress, and thing that brings you down.

Love, 
Vivian.