The feeling at this moment, not sad, but I see what is behind the lies. To me, always family comes first, friendship and love comes second.
What hurt the most is..... Friendship can't stand for argument, and argument do spoiled friendship. It doesn't matter how long your friendship, but once it attacked by that stupid argument. Everything just changed.
I appreciate friendship very much. If not I wouldn't apologise, wouldn't try so hard to pull it back after argument.
Heart skip a beat when you already know the truth but you still want to ask the question just because you want to get the answer itself from these human being. What hurt the most is, the truth and the answer is different, no idea how to handle but just let it be. Keep convinced myself that this is not true, this is not true. But I saw it with my own eyes, but people still lied. Keeping the lies, and the truth will never revealed.
What keep me strong is my only ambitious. Wanted to finish my study as soon as possible, so that I can explore to other countries to meet more people, to learn how to communicate with different type of people, how to social well with people.
No people will stay forever, the only person that will never leave you is your shadow...
Cheer up, xx
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