During midnight or whenever I'm listening to songs alone in the living room, I will be over thinking. Think that will I be a good girlfriend? & a lot more questions spinning in my mind.
I shouldn't demanding so much cuz I never give out the best in me to you, but I just keep demanding. This is one of the thing in me I should change other than my attitude. I apologise to people whom I always demanding from you but I never give back what is exactly I'm demanding. I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart.
Anyway, I don't know if you guys agree with me, but...... a SYMBOL can mean so much. Symbols represent what you feel and how you feel. You got it? Just for examples, compare these two sentences.
1. Please leave me alone :(
2. Please leave me alone :)
The first sentence is like you are asking the people to leave you but you yourself full of sadness, which also shows that you are not willing to do so. But then the second sentence is like you are asking the people leave you with a mood which I can considered it as happy? Yeah, happy, at least not a sad mood right. You got it? Just in case, if... if you doesn't what symbol should you add on in the back of your sentence as an ending, just leave it blank, it is not necessary to add on symbol. Police won't catch you ok (9Gag)
Wednesday, 17 April 2013
Friday, 12 April 2013
April Sem Break- Day 5
Had a date with secondary school friends last night. It was an awesome night to hang out together, lots of laughters, jokes, stupid topic between us, even when we stopped talking for some moment, we wouldn't felt awkward. That's how we can be friends for years and still counting.
After Nic pick me up from home, we went to Upperstar to meet up the others for some drinks. The ori plan was to Up2U for shisha and drinks, but too bad they are close on Thursday, I'm not sure if they close on every Thursday, but they closed last night :/ And us, the shisha gang wanted to shisha so badly, therefore we changed to a place which is extremely romantic and I can only use thumbs up to describe the place, Tanjung Aru First Beach. You can find shisha right beside the beach. Sitting on the sofa and shisha is life, Nic said that. Chit-chatting with the gang and feeding mosquitoes hahaha
So here are some photos taken last night, blur but still nice :D
After Nic pick me up from home, we went to Upperstar to meet up the others for some drinks. The ori plan was to Up2U for shisha and drinks, but too bad they are close on Thursday, I'm not sure if they close on every Thursday, but they closed last night :/ And us, the shisha gang wanted to shisha so badly, therefore we changed to a place which is extremely romantic and I can only use thumbs up to describe the place, Tanjung Aru First Beach. You can find shisha right beside the beach. Sitting on the sofa and shisha is life, Nic said that. Chit-chatting with the gang and feeding mosquitoes hahaha
So here are some photos taken last night, blur but still nice :D
Wednesday, 10 April 2013
Too late to realise
The feeling at this moment, not sad, but I see what is behind the lies. To me, always family comes first, friendship and love comes second.
What hurt the most is..... Friendship can't stand for argument, and argument do spoiled friendship. It doesn't matter how long your friendship, but once it attacked by that stupid argument. Everything just changed.
I appreciate friendship very much. If not I wouldn't apologise, wouldn't try so hard to pull it back after argument.
Heart skip a beat when you already know the truth but you still want to ask the question just because you want to get the answer itself from these human being. What hurt the most is, the truth and the answer is different, no idea how to handle but just let it be. Keep convinced myself that this is not true, this is not true. But I saw it with my own eyes, but people still lied. Keeping the lies, and the truth will never revealed.
What keep me strong is my only ambitious. Wanted to finish my study as soon as possible, so that I can explore to other countries to meet more people, to learn how to communicate with different type of people, how to social well with people.
No people will stay forever, the only person that will never leave you is your shadow...
Cheer up, xx
What hurt the most is..... Friendship can't stand for argument, and argument do spoiled friendship. It doesn't matter how long your friendship, but once it attacked by that stupid argument. Everything just changed.
I appreciate friendship very much. If not I wouldn't apologise, wouldn't try so hard to pull it back after argument.
Heart skip a beat when you already know the truth but you still want to ask the question just because you want to get the answer itself from these human being. What hurt the most is, the truth and the answer is different, no idea how to handle but just let it be. Keep convinced myself that this is not true, this is not true. But I saw it with my own eyes, but people still lied. Keeping the lies, and the truth will never revealed.
What keep me strong is my only ambitious. Wanted to finish my study as soon as possible, so that I can explore to other countries to meet more people, to learn how to communicate with different type of people, how to social well with people.
No people will stay forever, the only person that will never leave you is your shadow...
Cheer up, xx
Sunday, 7 April 2013
Random#4
Feel like blogging at this hour. Just wanted to share something with you all? Nah, I know not much people will be seeing my blog, but I still wanna share it :)
Beg once... Rejected
Beg twice... Rejected x2
Want me to beg for the third time? In your dream :)
Everyone has their own principle in life, and so do I. Don't let people step over the line of your limit. People will only take you for granted. But I once told myself, if I can take it, I will bear it down. I'm not that kind of person that you can simply step on it, I'm not saying that I'm good or I won't take people for granted.
If people apologise or head down to you, accept it, don't doh doh lan yeh. That's the main point of this post hahaha. Not every mistake can be forgive, you just gotta take your responsible for making such mistake. GOOD LUCK!
Beg once... Rejected
Beg twice... Rejected x2
Want me to beg for the third time? In your dream :)
Everyone has their own principle in life, and so do I. Don't let people step over the line of your limit. People will only take you for granted. But I once told myself, if I can take it, I will bear it down. I'm not that kind of person that you can simply step on it, I'm not saying that I'm good or I won't take people for granted.
If people apologise or head down to you, accept it, don't doh doh lan yeh. That's the main point of this post hahaha. Not every mistake can be forgive, you just gotta take your responsible for making such mistake. GOOD LUCK!
Saturday, 6 April 2013
YOLO
Sometimes I think I'm ready, but sometimes I think I'm not. What do I want? What do I really want? What do I care the most? What matter the most to me?
Questions spinning in my mind, but there is no answer for all these questions.
The only sentence that I keep reminding myself is YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE!
Don't waste your time on something that will bring you down. Work harder, play harder. You have better thing to chase on, remember the only ambitious? Yes, never give up!
Love,
Vivian
Questions spinning in my mind, but there is no answer for all these questions.
The only sentence that I keep reminding myself is YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE!
Don't waste your time on something that will bring you down. Work harder, play harder. You have better thing to chase on, remember the only ambitious? Yes, never give up!
Love,
Vivian
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